Who are you? I am Lambo.
Who am I? You are Lambo.
Hokkaido fair was great even though i didn't get to get the eco bag which was meant to be a free gift(on Friday) for spending over $30. If I really wanted to get it, I'll have to sacrifice 1 or at least, half day leave. The ceramic coaster gift(on Saturday) was kind of a disaster cause we thought we could get 3 but they only gave us 2. oh well, it doesn't really matter unless if we are allowed to claim back dated gifts. At least I got to take a photo with Miss Sapporo 2009. Pic will be attached at the bottom. Didn't take any shots of the food I had cause I erm, forgotten abt it to the extreme. and I didn't record down as a reminder.
anyway, went down on sat and got some quite ex stuff. dunno what i was thinking then. and i forgot to help a friend get want he wanted. or rather, i did but pretended not to? or did i remmeber something else in the end? i dunno... my mind is always contradicting itself and i dunno what la... i was supposed to be late but i chionged just on time but the others were late. so we planned to go over on sunday again and so we did. this time, i was really late and my friend couldn't bring his camera along. super disappointed to the extreme. bought quite a lot of food which were really nice like the cakes but my fav was still the crab quiche. hope i can live in Japan. that is if i strike some 8m lottery? haha.
Who are you? I am Lambo.
Who am I? You are Lambo.
Class gathering yesterday was kind of disasterous. 3 out of the initially suddenly couldn't make it but i suppose it's not really their fault? and I was super late and got the others waiting though I have asked for one of them to lead the group over to the dining venue first. i gues smy usual long sms was so lengthy that the crucial part was missed. oh well, the next will be better i hope.
and so we went to the manhattan fish market for dinner and for me, i couldn't really find any variety that suits me. haha. and it ended up that passion card couldn't be used on weekends over there. should have asked before ordering but i forgot. anyway, kc and cas went out to get a cheesecake. i suppose that's what ppl say abt to fool your enemies, you'll have to fool your own man first. roughly there la. and kc forgot i don't like cheesecakes though i told him b4 last year for at least 1 time... oh well, it certainly is a waste cause we had 8 of us and most couldn't finish the almost proportionate slice. might have been better if it were those normal spongecakes or ice cream cakes. haha.
ok, and after that, we didn't know where to go to and we sent those who had to leave early to the mrt station first and then we went back to the cinema to check on what movie was available. and it appears that we missed the starting time by abt 17 mins? only if we were decisive. we ended up playing arcade games instead. not sure if they waited for me but ya, we played some weird games and the table soccer game was a scam. $1.50 for 5 balls??! raced with KC and won him marginally. maybe he fang shui at the last second. haha. then i played TC3 with jq. might have been better if it was TC2. haha. cause i'm really not used to TC3. then we played the usual basketball throwing game. we played on 2 machines (tag team). my team was supposed to be me, kc and simin but kc ended up backing out. the other team consists of jq, cas and zx. simin and i won in the end though we were like 20points lag for the first round and i thought we couldn't advance to the 2nd stage. haha. but we managed to pull through the many stages to come. i suppose 2 heads are better than 1 and 3 heads may not be better than 2. haha. and so we left adn i'll be planning another gathering in dec. hopefully by then, there will be more ppl attending.
had a strange dream today. maybe it was last night. anyway, i saw her. it seems to be a movie scene and she looks ill. she was bullied yet all i could do was... wake up from my sleep cause my brother just returned home and he made some loud noise which woke me up... haiz...
my eye is still weird today. i might lose my vision which i hope not. it happened suddenly yesterday and there wasn't any 'foreign object'.
oh well, i hope it's caused by a lack of sleep and therefore, i'm going to bed now. haha. work is so dreadful especially when we're underpaid...
Who are you? I am Lambo.
Who am I? You are Lambo.
Took a nap earlier to prepare for night duty later. Had a dream and it was similar or perhaps same as another 1 which i had. the ppl involved were similar too. or rather, the same. Is God trying to tell me something or it's something else. but if it's ri you suo si, ye you suo meng, it wouldn't apply either cause i was never thinking of that matter or the ppl who appeared in my dreams. i suppose i should treat it as a coincidence until i dream of the same thing again. oh well, better make a move or i'll be late for duty.
Who are you? I am Lambo.
Who am I? You are Lambo.
Keep having the thought of giving things up. There has been to many factors that make me want to give up as well as to stay on. I'm already drained out trying to make myself stay on. Recently, more problems came and I really couldn't decide. Even if I try to stay on, I'm only standing on the same place or moving backwards. It just doesn't seem possible that I'll be able to move forward anymore. I don't even know what's wrong and for things that I know, I just can't help myself but keep failing. Haiz... oh well...
Hope there will be more ppl coming for class gathering...
Who are you? I am Lambo.
Who am I? You are Lambo.
My dreams and wishes starts crumbling. There are things I so much wanted but am unable to get them. I fear of fraud, I fear of restrictions. The sources I used were of no help. Only if miracles happen... ... to me... ...
Who are you? I am Lambo.
Who am I? You are Lambo.
Labels: Wishing for miracles...
This is bad. Even with the use of LP10, my score still couldn't hit 560. It's all me though... There are too many only ifs. I think i'll have to work out MY training plan instead. following a set of training plan which is generally meant for a group of 2 people when i'm not judged seriously isn't advisable for me to keep following. i have to recall the training i had last year which help me keep things constant. i'll work out to switch back to how i shoot (positioning etc) last year. It could be I'm in the situation like I have no coach and also, I lack a lot of training cause of work. Had the feeling to quit shooting earlier during the shoot but managed to go through it. at least 20 shots (ending) were all luck. my aiming area, position etc were all random... haiz... I do hope i win lottery of at least 1m. haha
Anyway, went to fish & co. with wk, js and yl on friday. I think after this round, I'm not going to go fish & co. anymore. Not because their food is bad. but it's seriously overpriced come to think of it. and the really bad service we had? we really shouldn't pay that much service charge... everyone is so busy these days.
Why the hack is there so much thoughts in my mind all the time. my braincells are depleting... and i'm always thinking of the things that will never happen... it's kind of strange. i'm always not getting what i want but things i do not want or never thought of... at these rate, my life will still be equally bad... haiz... only if things can go the way i want...
I think starhub tv does not have jap channels... oh man... TBS, Fuji TV, Asahi TV? none of these?? haiz... even jap movies are not really shown in SG... haiz... why aren't I born in Japan? haha.
Kind of feel like i'm in the parallel world of Sawada Tsunayoshi. the parallel world which he did not meet reborn (though that's fiction)... I'm starting to understand how some terrorists feel but i'm not dumb enough to be 1.. haha. terrorists are not there to create an ideal world (a world which they think is ideal for them). But, they are just murderers...
Why doesn't anyone understand me? haha...
Who are you? I am Lambo.
Who am I? You are Lambo.
Labels: Lonely and useless life...
